So for anyone actually out there reading this, or is it still just myself? Well anyway, Peeps, i am sorry. for being awful and not blogging. So....yeah..glad that's out in the open. I feel lighter..yep..probs because i've stopped eating now. I never stop eating, i always have food. That's why my all time favourite song is.......'Food, glorious, Food' by Oliver Twist. Hell, yeah. he had the right idea! everyone should sing about food! Why would you not! Its just so amazing and gorgeous. No wonder people take comfort in it, i mean, its reliable, nice, always there, doesn't yabber away, tastes amazing and not to mention....DOES NOT JUDGE! So when i am eating my way through my second whole, Costco sized blueberry muffin. It doesn't pull a stern face or tut it just sits there and waits for it to be eaten. How sweet? See, i told you! Don't you love it? Oh and also if you don't know what Costco is, well then my dear friend(s) you have not lived so therefore there is no point in explaining it! If you really are that desperate, google it. That's practically my answer for everything! Isn't it everyones? Of course it is! Who am i kidding?
Soooo...i kind of have ran out of things to say about food, i know shocker, right? But, well i am pretty tired at 9pm! Hah, i know you can laugh, i am a wimp. i normally stay up really late and just read but i feel pretty tired. Probs from doing nothing, i know that really is tiring.So i know, i sound like a mega geek? Who the hell stays up till 3am just to read, in my defence they are really good books. Not really helping, am i? Oh, well what the hell do i care? If i am a geek, i don't care. Yeah you think 'geeks' are boring and drone on. Well, don't you have another think coming. I am clearly not dull, not to boast, but i am crazy. I actually asked my friend if one of those panels on the wall open up and if there is a magic portal behind! Yeaaaah....okay....maybe i was hyper on stuff there. Btw, stuff does not mean drugs it means skittles! I mean who cannot love skittles? They are like little balls of fin and colour! Omg, i think im going to dream about skittles, tonight. Not like a sick dream but you know the place in Ice age when the little cute squirrel floats in the acorn heaven? Well, replace all the acorns with skittles, there you have an exact replica of my to-be dream. Yeah...how many people are jealous i can choose my dreams? Yeah, well not for very long, i cant choose, i'm just hoping that's my dream. Cas lately i have been getting awful nightmares....yeah not like stupid clowns or monsters but they feel so real life ones.
Do you want to know it? Well, don't laugh, oh who am i kidding? Who would laugh, its probably just going to be me reading this. Sooo anyway, i get nightmares of my crazy, stupid, whacky but oh-how-i-love-so-much sister dying. I keep getting to the news of her dying, it just hits me over and over again. Each night. And every time, i somehow forget. It's awful, once i even lay awake for 6hrs just waiting for morning so i didn't have to close my eyes. I didn't even imagine what i would do. So later during the day, i just think sometimes i would go all silent and focus on studying. Then i think if it happened i would go extremely hyper to make up for my sister, or just if anyone left her somehow to die, just kill that person. (obvss not literally, I'm not that loony but just disown them and stuff because at the moment i keep having the dream where my cousin leaves my sister to die). So yeah....im glad that's out.
Okay....now probably in the future when i do read this(to give myself my first read on this post, Ahah because no one is really sad enough to read my crap) i will think i am loony. And bonkers and really need to go into a mental home. Sooo....yeah if someone does read this and you do get really worried by this. DONT! Okay, I'm usually not into that tell all stuff. So probs that wont happen again, so yeah. Just thought i would share that with someone, even it is my future self. Soooo.....
Yeah bye Peeps. I have done a really long bloggy, kinda to make up for my missing presence of 2 months. So yeah dudes(also another nickname for my so-called audience), peace out.
